I am reminded by Elder Ai Boon to follow Jesus’ example by dying to self. I have to carry my own cross which is to die daily to my old self. For me personally, they are outbursts of anger, pride and negative thoughts. I can only do this by relying on Jesus, and not on my own strength as without God I can do nothing! I’m constantly renewing my mind with the Word of God and by repentance and prayer. This enables me to rely on the grace of God to empower me to bear fruit. If my character is not transformed to be like Christ, then I can’t call myself a follower of Jesus Christ.

When I first came to City Mission Church, I did not know anyone from the church. The elders helped me to have a smooth transition to the church by introducing me to the people in the Esther Ministry. I enjoyed all the activities organised by the Esther Ministry. Though I was new to the church, the people in the Esther Ministry were friendly and they made me feel at home. After service, we spent time praying for the church as well as for one another. We felt safe and comfortable to share our problems and to encourage and minister to one another. My spiritual life grew when I attended the weekly teaching by Elder Ai Boon. Her teaching was practical and inspiring. The leaders in the Esther Ministry recognised the gifts and talents in every member and they tried to organise activities so that we can serve one another with our gifts and talents. We learned how to cook Thai food from a sister. Occasionally, they would check in on me to see that I am ok.